I Think I Kinda Sorta Hate You?

The name basically says it all.
I guess I don't hate you,
but you have made me this way,
it's just a phase,
a little crush,
a little confusion,
a little heart "break" .
I've gone through this before,
I cried my heart out over you,
I thougt I was SOOOO over you,
thought the summer would let me heal, but no.
I thought about you everday, wondering if I'll just randomly bump into you,
and I would be happy.
I guess I was happy enough.
but school started again,
I saw you every day,
I still have to,
The fact that you don't notice me nor care about me anymore hurts me.
I don't NEED to be cared about or noticed, but we used to be like best friends, talked EVERY day,
But now,
I realize that those days meant nothing to you,
Just someway to cure your boredom.
you have made your mark in my heart, and I don't think it's ever going away.