I Felt Like I Needed To Post Something

haaaaii blog.
long time no speak.
i attempted to write a story yesterday, epic fail.
i guess i suck at writing.
well hey, atleast i tried it right?
i'm trying to try new things, well things i can try to do.
things that don't cost money,
i've tried song writing, story writing, and poems but all of them are epic fails.
i've tried dancing, enough said/
singing.. .. lets not even go there.
i've tried to edit photos, i suck.
i suck at the flute, okay well not really, the teacher says i'm okaaay at it,
but i bet other people are better.
i want to start trying different things,
but idk what!

on another note, i don't know if i have mentioned this,
but i'm not allowing myself to think,
i guess it sounds kind of dumb,
but so far its been working,
allowing myself to think,
is like allowing myself to get depressed,
so it kind of sucks.
i always have to keep my mind busy now,
so i'm either reading, listening to music, or just sticking to the facts.
i think sometimes, but its very basic.
thoughts are hard to block out. D:

something else!
i hate when people ditch you.
okay, not really.
but if you are having like a dep conversation about your feelings.
and then they ask "Whats wrong?" and then you reply.
then they reply with like "i know how you feel"
and then you say something to expand, and then they just don't answer.
like wtf is that.

anyways,
i'm going to costco nao.

peaceeee (:
loveeeee (:
twilight. (: