I Can Walk On Water, I Can Fly (8)

haaaai,
long time no speak blog, again :(

anyways, i'm confused. =|
i'm having mixed feelings about everything.
especially myself.
i don't know what the right choices are anymore,
everything is just out there, all these decisions,
and i don't know which ones to make.
like semii,
i want to go but don't.
like i don't know if i want to.
because all the teachers are always like "There's always going to be the people who went, and the people who wondered what happened, because they didn't go."
but i don't know if i actually want to go,
because i actually hate school dances,
because everyone usually ends up 'depressed & crying' at the end. for some stupid reason.
+ i don't even have a dress
and i can't dance. :/
+ i have no money for a dress, and an 'outfit' and no way in h e l l am i wearing my grad dress. . .

blaah. my life s u c k s.
another thing that has to do with school and money.
they always keep charging us money for things,
like why do we have to pay two dollars to wear our own CLOTHES.
seriously.
and then we have to pay ten dollars for some religion retreat about friendship, yeaa, thats going to be fun :|
then another five dollars to pay some guest speaker, who isn't even coming for another like two months or whatever,
seriously, think about the recession people.
-.-'

i am so sick of some people too.
like fakes and posers, and just people in general.
i would expand, but y'knowww, tis personal, even for the interwebz (:

oh. i found out why i loved twilight again. xD
i kind of hate it, and love it at the same time.
i mean, like its so popular now, you just get sick of it.
it was waaaaaaay better before the movie came out, seriously,
like barely anyone knew about it,
now i see people with it EVERYWHERE,
i guess this sounds kind of mean,
but i had to get it out...

i l i k e t o p a r t y (:

peace.
love.
twilight.
<3
(:

- nicoleee.