boo.

fackin depressing times. kind of.
supposed to take my math test today but there was some OYAP presentation so i get to take it tomorrow (Y) OMG. i'm failing math.. D: so scared. + i have nooooo idea what i want to do with my life and that presentation made me think about stuff and i'm just scared, because i don't even know what i'm interested in. .

i have problems.

faaaaaaailed my history test, well not failed but BARELY passed, like i'm doing so bad this semester its sooooo hard. :'( and then we have this stupid essay that we have to do, and i'm doing the holocaust.(maybe? or D-Day?) FUCK MAN. IT'S MAKING ME THINK. like what Hitler did to all those Jews, and i'm only 40 pages into the book. seriously, i will never crack another racist joke in my LIFE. sooo bad. i almost cried, so i took a break and thats why i'm writing this. but i hope i do so well on this essay because i'm going to fail, and i do NOT want to take history again, i'd die.

drama is a fail too. likeee, i was supposed to do my monologue friday (i think) and then i got it pushed to monday, but i didn't have it memorized so i got it pushed to today, and i still don't have it memorized, so i have to go tomorrow. its not like i'm procrastinating i'm trying my hardest but every time i think of going in front of everyone i just completely blank out and have to start all over again. but i guess i'll go tomorrow and get it over with. oh and we started this new thing in drama and we needed to have partners, and guess who the only one without a partner is? me. fml.

k well i hate how people are such hypocrites too. you say you hate something, but at the same time you're doing the EXACT same thing, or you do it after you say it. i mean if people want to do something then let them fucking do it, it's not your life so stop judging. i mean what if they aren't following everyone else, and they're just bored one day and decide to play this game. or maybe they like what they're doing, just leave them alone to do whatever they want and you get on with your life, like i said stop judging and wasting your time and just get on with your life.

oh and i don't know if i have friends anymore so yeah, because i'm being completely ignored all the time and just because you don't see me all the time doesn't mean you can't tell me stuff, i mean i'm still the same person you used to talk to, so hopefully i transfer to another school by the end of this year because it'll be better than this fucking hellhole where everyone hates me and i have no friends..

with that said i'm going to finish reading my holocaust book.
-nicole.

ps. i want to go to portugal march break.

.

SAW NEWWWWWWWWWW MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON. HOLY SHIT. FUCKING EPIC. SO MUCH BETTER THAN TWILIGHT . GAAAAAAH, TAYLOR LAUTNER IS THE BEST JACOB EVER. ROBERT PATTINSON WAS PRETTY AWESOME TOO (i'll regret saying that) BUT OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. TEAM LAUTNER FTW <3

x

just because i'm away for two weeks does not mean you have to exclude me from everything you guys do.

(L)

People I don't know put the biggest smiles on my face.

o.O

I love having no social life, it makes life more .. free.

* defying gravity.

hello, awesome new hot guy in my dream. i hope to see you more.
and criss angel and justin hartley.

'

sick of being ..sick.

-

If I have swine flu, I'm going to cut someone's balls off.
kbai.

100th Post

i stole this off of Althea, who stole this off of her friend:


Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into sluts.
Homework goes in the trash.
Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars.
Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and your mom was your hero.
Your worst enemies were your siblings.

Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only a card game.

And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut.
The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees,
and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

kso a whole month has gone by since i've written a blog. and i don't really know what to write about. October.
Thanksgiving was a fun time, spent it with the family : Madre, Fenny, Ethan, Aunt Monica, etc.
Brother's Birthday: fun time, went out to eat at Milestones. :)
Madre's Birthday: GREAT time, went out for breakfast, dad came over, watched Smallville..awesome :)
hmm.. school's been on and off though... getting annoyed at some people, i want to change schools. D: oh and my marks are plummeting.
zomg, i've been living in the past so much this month, like i've just trying to remember my childhood, and all over the place it keeps coming up and i miss it. i miss Mississauga too, i had the perfect life there, everything was fine, and i miss it fucking Milton had to fuck everything up. whatevs.
Halloween: amazing time. althea's house, rockband(1,2,Beatles) and trick or treating as Harry Potter squared :) we never had an epic duel though.
oh and i went to the school football games, we won both times. Go Royals :)

hmmm.. November.
well so far, nothing big has happened.
EXCEPT I WENT TO STRATFORD AND IT WAS THE BEST TIME EVER.
likee you don't even know.
first i got to school, and i had to sit through math but i had none of my supplies because i thought we were leaving first thing, but no. so yaaah.
second period we leave and sit through an hour and a half drive hahah fun times with Caroline, Paige, Rikki, and Rebecca.
we get there and get off the bus and this is what happened. they tell us that we have 2 hours to eat lunch and walk around and stuff, we all thought it was just in the main building but noooo. THEY LET US WALK AROUND THE WHOLE TOWN. and the teachers didn't even come with us. so we basically had 2 hours of free time to explore this town and get lunch, so we went to A&W for like an hour and went back and chilled at this building and mind you, it was FREEZING, it even started hailing D:
but yah, so it was like 1:30 when we all got our tickets for West Side Story and started to take our seats and the play started and it was probably the most amazing thing ever. but i've never been to play before so i might not be able to compare but it was awesome, like the people acted/danced/sang so well.i was amazed. so after that 2-3 hours we went back on the bus AND OMG WE PASSED THROUGH THIS PLACE CALLED SHAKESPEARE. HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFE. and it was so awesome, like i can't even describe it. XD
we were driving to mil-town and likee it was getting so dark, haha and i was scared and we saw the moon and holy crap it was HUGE and it was so bright it was pretty.
but yeaaah, we got to the school and i walked home and began writing this and thats basically it.

nts:
-i need to boost up my marks
-start trying, stop procrastinating
-appreciate what i have
-get a job
-play my guitar
-think of a halloween costume
-stop getting mad at like everyone
-stop asking for things
-not use the internet for 5-7 days. <-- challenge? yes. but i want to try.

and this concludes my 100th post. i also want to thank everyone who has been there for me ever since i started this thing, even if you aren't in my life now, i still respect you and i want to make things right.

-Nicole.

i like how i said i would barely be posting

i don't like when people say x-mas.
i also don't like secrets.
or when some people talk about stuff right in front of you and it makes you curious and then you ask what they're talking about and they say "oh,nothing" LIKE GET A FUCKING LIFE.
bye.

*

left out.

"they're like pancakes with syrup traps!"
i basically want this guy to be my best friend for, like, EVER.

:/

I made a tumblr so this might not be used as often because tumblr is so much more awesome.
yayz.
bai.

THE MAGIC AMULET, CHARLIE! *SPARKLE SPARKLE*
YAY DARKNESS!
ring ring! hello? ring ring! hello? ...YOU HAVE A BAD CONNECTION.
CHARLIE YOU'RE THE BANANA KING.
oh, there's my kidney.

random

DYING OF BOREDOM! so i decided to blog...
i'm still bored.
fack. halp?

"what would you do if you were invisible?"
"oh, i'd kick wiener dogs"
"i'd use it to avoid ever having to look at myself in the mirror"
"i was going to say...i would use it to fake my own death and watch people cry at the funeral"

DEFF KNOW WHAT I'M DOING.
OFF TO PIGFARTS I GO.

mission: go to a boarding school in england. because my life basically sucks. i'm halfway there.

'

Katherine Solomon bored me to tears.

.

No one told me i'd be crying my eyes out everyday this weekend..

-

Gone.

Today was a sad fucking day, and i have no idea why.

I Guess I Should Make This Now ?

gross, i hate capitalizing every word.. :$

anyways, summer is at an end. school starts tomorrow. and i thought i should make one last post before i go back. (sounds like i'm going far away or something. lawl)

this summer has been amazing, well kind of.

i went to a lot of places, met a lot of new people, met friends that i have made online, had sleepovers, got in touch with family i haven't talked to in over a bazillion years, missioned all over the place, went to wonderland, hung out with people. :)

it's been awesome. i've had a lot of new experiences. i've made friends through a fan base.. again.

last year it was twilight, this year it was harry potter, next year will be a surprise. xD

i don't want to go back to school, i don't like my schedule.. ohwell, maybe i'll make some new friends, and shizzzzzzzzz.

OH. summer playlist :

- i gotta feeling - black eyed peas

- all to myself - marianas trench

- at the beginning - anastasia

- bohemian rhapsody - queen

- the city is at war - cobra starship

- good girls go bad - cobra starship

- colors of the wind - pocahontas

- anything by tom felton

- dead end countdown - the new cities

- here comes the sun - the beatles

- i'll go crazy if i don't crazy tonight- U2

- i won't say i'm in love - hercules

- new divide - linkin park.

aaaaaaaaaaand thats about it.

i've learnt a lot this summer, but now its over.

goodbye summer days. hello, the dreadful days of school.

what the hell happened ?

wooow, i haven't been on this in a while. epic things have happened since then.
let's list a few shall we?

kso, I MET CHRISTINE ORTON! so much fun! "everybody stop! there's a dead bee in the water" lmfao "three pounds of love" hahaa. fun times! we went to Ontario Place and down by the docks in Toronto, i stayed at the Fairmont, and HOLY SHIT. is it ever fancy! haha, fun times were had (that probably made no sense) but its awesome meeting a person you've been talking to online for almost a year. haha.

err, i also went to wonderland with crystaaaaaal! so much fun! i went on BEHEMOTH ! OMG i wasn't even scared either! no.. thats a lie, i was kind of scared, but it was totally worth it because we stood in line for like a full hour. and we went on a whole bunch of rides (7), saw some people, 'twas epic. wonderland is always fuuuun. :D except for the fact that we went to sleep at 4:30? in the morning and had to wake up like 4 hours later.. which reminds me i have to text her baaack.. yea.

so what else is new?

OH YEA. i've been travelling back and forth from milton - toronto - scarborough - milton - scarborough - toronto. suuuch fun times. sleeping over at fam's house like every night, exploring new places. (:

i just got back from seeing The Ugly Truth, dude, SUCH an amazing movie! not only did they have HOT guys in it, but it was sooo cute and inappropriate, and soooo cute. haha,

i've also seen Shorts recently, it was OK. i mean, it was hilare. but i expected more, but i still recommend it! :D

i saw GI Joe too, this movie, AHIHKDFJGDLJF CHANNING TATUM IS SEX. sorry, yea, this movie was A M A Z I N G. enough said.

..yea i don't really have anything to say, just thought i should update, because i'm long over due, and i have a massive headache, and i'm kind of sucking at blogging, so i'll just shut up.

summer fail.

im bored & this is a waste of a blog.
boo.

fun fun fun fun FUN week so far, and hey! its only TUESDAY.

okay, so if you haven't noticed, summer is like FLYING by, and the weather has been way too shitty to do anything, but stay indoors. fack.
so like i've been bored out of my frickin mind.
so my madre had this week off of work. WOOOT.
yea, so we've been going place like 24/7.
so this weekend i went to toronto to go to my aunt's which is usually boring, but it was fun times, i got to watch movies, and like eat regular food. lmfao.
and we slept over there, so on sunday, we headed back home, and it was POORING. it was totally fun to drive in. haha.
but sunday we also had to cleanse the house, fml. whatevs. :P
so so yesterday, 'twas monday, and we went to this farm, in Halton Hills . i thought it was going to be boring, and HEY! it kind of was. but i picked raspberries and took loads of pictures, and chilled with madre et ethan. & and there were like hot guys too. and they were like looking at me constantly, which i find messed. :S
but whatevs. did all the things you do at a farm, run around wild, go for a hayride, pet animals. 'twas fun.
we got back, and i was like super tired. we had dinner, madre went out to 'sauga with her frann, and then it started pooring. lmfao. and ALL the windows were open, so i was running around the house like a maniac trying to close all of them. =\
i love the rain though <3
madre came home, and then whatevs. i started reading DEATHLY HALLOWS . . again. and was texting althea. and that was basically my night.

theeeen today, OMG SUCH FUN TIMES. ahh.
so i woke up at like 9:30 to Mambo No 5. ahahah.
so i basically woke up laughing and singing along.
and then i turned it off and fell back asleep for SEVEN whole minutes,
because madre came in and woke me up. because it was time to get ready. fml.
whatevs. i got ready and shiz, then we had to go.
had an interesting car ride, but no way am i saying it heeere. D:
anyways, we got there and it was SPECTACULAR.
except you guys don't know where "there" is. . lmfaolmfao. there = MOTHERFACKING CASALOMA <3333333333333
anyways, we got there. and it was amazing.
i love that place with all my heart. ahh.
and as soon as we step into the castle, idk why but everyone just kept staring at me, or something in my direction . . which was a wall. lmfao.
i had an amazing time there, took LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS of pictures, its SO beautiful there.
OOH OOHH ! there was this hot, HOT guy. but i think he had a girlfriend. D:
and i think he was a tourist. fml fml. i hate tourist attractions because people never think you are from the city it's in. D:
anyways, me and this hot, HOT guy kept running into eachother ALL over the castle. it was CREEPY. but whatever. i liked it. xD
lmfaolmfao, and crystal is convinced that he seduced me, WHICH HE DID. mhmm. it was safe. . ish.
i didn't even know his name.
they only flaws of this daaay were :
- it rained at lunch.
- some guy came close to talking to me, but fucking WALKED away, like his mouth was open to deliver SOME kind of dialogue, and then just walks away, but continues to look at me. like wtf? and he was hot.
- there were wedding pictures being taken @ casaloma, and the bride looked like a drag queen, and i'm pretty sure i'm in one of the videos. woot. (not a flaw xD)
- i slammed my finger into a garbage can, hurt like a BITCH.

anyways, i went to the tallest point in the castle, and lmfao, ethan was crying while climbing the stairs. HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY. ahahahaha.
uhh, there were a lot of hot guys.
casaloma is such fun times. and there is a gazebo place there, and i was just standing around, and FIVE different families asked me to take their pictures.
AND THIS ONE FAMILY HAD AUSTRALIAN ACCENTS. ohmyfack.
i died. <3

anyways, other things that happened todaay,
i read wide awake updates <3 Darkward is love. Bella's a whore. Carmen is the shit.

uhh, yeaa.
me thinks this is it. so yeaa.
sorry for the vile language, but i . . yea i have no excuse. its just me.
i think this summer has been more revolved around family than anything else like friends and shit.
and i've become waay more observant too. which kind of sucks. but oh well.
i can't WAIT to get back to school, honestly.

next week, cousin is coming from British Columbia and Christine is coming from Calgary.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! can't wait.

anyways going to go,
peace out.

-nickel-

When I Say Jump, You Say How High ( 8 )

thanks for lying to me asshole.
real fucking great.

i've got to face the truth sometime,

nothing's ever going to be the same again,

no one is going to be happy like they used to,

smiles will never be the same.

people are always going to be yelled at,

or doing random things just to keep their mind busy,

away from what's real.

but we've all go to face the truth sometime,

but for now we can live in our fantasy world.

- Nicole Teixeira

hi,

i haven't been on the internet in a while (not like anyone gives a shit)

and its been great. i've gotten to read and live in my own fantasy world, where i can just ignore everything that is going on. I like reading, i like feeling what the characters are feeling, being in their world, thinking their thoughts, and my own. Well that's what a book is supposed to do when you read it. It makes it so much more intriguing.

i've been down lately,

no one cares about me anymore, and its like i've been shed from existence.

no one notices me, i get the occasional 'hi' but like that does anything.

i haven't spoken to anyone, rarely, since school ended, that's what i hate about the end of the school year, everyone just stops talking, its like we're obligated to talk, and once we have that freedom, everything just falls apart. I haven't seen anyone in such a long time. I don't even know anymore. My best friend has been Kris for the past week or so, nothing bad about it, he's funny and fun, but he's my brother's 'friend' ... not mine.

I can't trust anyone anymore either, except for like 3 people, but still i'm not so sure, even out of those 3 people i only trust one the most. I've also got more annoyed with people too, which kind of hard since i haven't seen or heard from anyone, but still, they're getting more annoying, i've done stuff like ignoring them, but it's not working. whatever. that's what second chances are for, right?

My dreams are getting annoying too, I know what they are telling me to do, and what I want, because after all, a dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep, but i don't think i can do what my heart wants me to do, i keep thinking and thinking, but i just can't. i made a mistake. a terrible one. and now its haunting me, because i know i made the wrong choice.

I need someone to talk to, someone who will respond. A blog isn't good enough for this, but I can't talk to anyone, maybe I can, but it has to be someone i feel comfortable with, someone i trust.

well, enough dwelling on all the bad things in my life.

-- i saw harry potter 6 on Wednesday, July 15, 2009 . it was amazing, ending was slow and they left out a lot, but it was amazing. so i give in 4.7/10

-- sometime this summer, 2 weeks ago, i saw transformers 2 for the 4th time, i think i failed to mention that a while ago.

-- i'm almost done my book. :D

-- i went to toronto this past weekend, i didn't do anything special, go to see meu pai. <3> and family. so that was fun. then went to go see HP6 again.

i think thats all the good things. yeaap, not a lot, but oh well, "in the end it doesn't even matter".

k well i guess i'm going to go,

this weekend is going to be an epic fail, because promises that were made two months ago, are now broken. yay.

yeaaa,

-- nicole .

A Whole New World

A Whole New World

I can show you the world

Shining, shimmering, splendid

Tell me princess, now when did you last
Let your heart decide

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
or where to go
Or say where only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place i never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world
With you

Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, free-wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red letter
I'll chase them everywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this
Whole new world with you
A whole new world
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

(LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL)

Stop & Stare ( 8 )

I don't want this anymore,
I'm a failure, no my life is.
Why do parents always get to make your choice for you when you're younger?
If they didn't, then I wouldn't be like this right now.
Crying my eyes out.
I just wish everything would come naturally instead of having to memorize it,
I wish I had grown up culturally.
Embracing it, now hiding it away,
But my parents had to pick whats best for me, please
How do they know what I want?

='(

Keep Me In Your Memory, Leave Out All The Rest ( 8 )

All I want to do is be remembered.
Not famous, just remembered by the ones who truly loved and cared for me.

You've Got Me Smiling In My Sleep (L)

ONE OF DEMI'S SONGS GOT LEAKED. ahh! Catch Me <3>i'm going to buy her CD on July 21st ! woot! woot!

cant wait.

"there's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home"

i love the wizard of oz, haven't seen it in a million years, but honestly its one of my favourite movies.

i want to have a disney marathon, like badly, i need classic disney asap.

my VCR is broken though, i cried. :(

i don't want a guitar anymore, so i won't be nagging about that.

but i still want a MacBook

i've also decided to make up my mind about a few things. .

i don't know how they'll turn out, but oh well. risks are risks. (=

i think my mom is going to sign me up for Portuguese lessons. :D :D

so happy.

i'm going to take french next year too, i've always liked it, and don't really want to drop it. :)

my mom also said that she wants me to become an astronomer(dream job), and to see what courses you need to be one. .

honestly, i haven't been that happy in so looooooooong.

i just wanted to scream, because she's encouraging me to do what i want. :D

i'm kind of a dick, but i'd rather not say why.

i want to go to wonderland soooo badly, but i want like a seasons pass.

i'm going to miss crystal preeti mascarenhas, as she departs to florida in like 3 days? 2 days? whatever, i'm going to miss her face. a lot. my phone will definitely miss having her name pop up every like 2 seconds. xD

i'd give anything thing to be in Europe now, like i have family there(Portugal), but i don't think they know me, but my grandparents own a house there, i think. . and i want to go soooooo badly.

and if i get to take Portuguese lessons, well that would be AMAZING.

i mean i tried learning by podcast, it didn't really work.

i tried spanish too, but idk, so i gave up podcasts.

i came up with a realization of some sort, wanna hear it, it's sorta sad, oh well :

I think having someone leave you is worse than having someone taken away from you (like dying, or moved) because toy know the person leaving you doesn't care about you anymore, and just wants to get away, their love and everything is gone, where the person being taken away for whatever reason, still loves / loved you, and had no other choice to stay.

well that was it, it means a lot to ME, i don't really care if it means anything to you, its my brain, i think about stuff that i want to think about, and some stuff just comes up randomly

i watched 10 things i hate about you there other day, CUTEST movie ever, honestly. i was literally smiling / crying at the end.

DID YOU KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO GO SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE IN 18 HOURS?? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I JUST FINISHED READING THE BOOK FOR THE SECOND TIME AND MY MIND IS FRESH ON WHAT HAPPENED, SO NOW I'M READY TO SEE IT!!!!!!!!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i'm SO happy about it. (:

k now i'm bored,

and i'm going to go to sleep

goodnight blog. (:

List Of Things I Want To Do

this might be a little long.

My List of Things That I Want To Do Before I Die

~ witness a miracle

~ be in two places at once

~ travel the world.

~ get married

~ pay it forward

~ make someone's life better

~ inspire someone

~ move away from North America for a while

~ live in California

~ live in NYC

~ live somewhere in Europe

~ keep a friendship for more than 5 years

~ play a full song on the piano

~ write a successful, good song

~ be in a movie

~ write a book

~ become a photographer

~ go to Disneyland

~ go to Disneyworld again.

~ go on the Sheikra

~ go on the King Da Ka

~ go to Disneyland

~ go to all the Six Flags across America

~ get accepted by a university

~ win a contest

~ go to a concert

~ visit a movie set

~ touch a penguin

~ swim with the dolphins

~ see the sharks

~ witness an eclipse

~ see / go to Mount Everest

~ drive down a road until it ends to see where it leads me

~ travel the 401 to its end.

~ see / touch a panda bear

~ see a kangaroo

~ touch a koala bear

~ go to Australia

~ learn another language

~ surf in Hawaii

~ walk through the rainforest

~ go to India

~ sell or hand down my Barbie collection .

~ buy my own car

~ re-decorate my room

~ learn how to drive

~ get a job

~ get my dream job

~ learn how to play the guitar

~ live in an apartment

~ go on a cruise

~ sail the seven seas

~ go to Alaska

~ get a dog

~ see the seven natural wonders of the world

~ see the seven man made wonders of the world

~ see all the wonders of the world

~ learn to be myself

~ to live

je suis très très ennuyé .

another day in boring old milton.
another day of sitting around twittering and facebooking.
another day of helping my mom watch stupid daycare kids.
another day of going to the park at 2:15 pm.
another day of complaining that i'm bored.
another day of texting.
another day of starting a whole new book.
another day of missing people.
another day of no hangouts.
another day of being a loner.
another day of getting yelled at.
another day wasted.

i'm sick and tired of being in milton, and its only like July 10th. . i mean summer is supposed to be fun, but i'm friggen bored out of my mind.

whatevs. i guess i'll just stay this way for the next TWO months.

yup.

. . .

there's never a good day in the teixeira / alli residence.

I can't think of a song.

Haaaaai,
So I've gotten to the point of my summer where I'm so bored and tired of reading books,
That I can actually predict the plot.. 20 chapters before the actual characters do,
And I'm actually getting really mad at the characters.
Because you know it's normal to get mad at fictional fucking characters.
I'm losing my head, this summer's a bore, I need a job or to go somewhere, or do something.
rant, done.. for right now.

New Moon.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everythign went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

'Cause It's All In My Head ( 8 )

Blaaaaaaah.
I'm bored x10383829.
Do people even use blogger anymore?
lmao.

uhh? I don't even know why I'm writing this.

yesterday was epic, naaaaat. I went to go see Transformers 2 for the third time,
It's still amazing.
I want three new cars, yup yup.
CARGASMS. look it up.

I wrote something yesterday, I think it was a story, but it was a crappy story so I threw it out, okay well it wasn't written down on paper,
It was on my iPod so if you want to get all technical I deleted it.

It's been raining non stop, I like rain, like THUNDERSTORMS, but not this rain, because it pours for like 10 minutes
And stops and the sun shines and half an hour later, it pours again.
Messed up.

Meeh, I'm bored and this is pointless.

Devil childs team won their soccer game todaaaay, WOOOOO.
lmfao.

I'm going.
byeeee.

A Little Bit Of Monica In My Life ( 8 )

here's another random song, that randomly came in my head, well it wasn't a song, more like thoughts, and i had to write them down, so whatevs.

here it goes :

Let's go to Paris and dine on the Eiffel.

Let's go to London and meet the Queen.

Let's go to Rome and dance in the Coliseum.

Let's go to Athens and sing to the gods.

Baby, anywhere is the same with you by my side.

I can't take a day without you here.

When you leave, I'm empty.

You fill my heart, that empty spot in me

You complete me.

When I walk into the room and see you,

You're all I see, everything else disappears, and I can't help but smile.

Because I know you're mine.

GAAAAAAYY AND CORNY.

whatevs just thought i should share that with you.

OMG .

saw Transformers 2 again today.

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING.

i have found myself two new cars, that cost over 20K . . . meh. they're TOTALLY worth it.

i think. AND THEY COME OUT WHEN I TURN 16.

yaaaaaayz.

kay i'm going to go.

hope you enjoyed my 'song' if you could call it that..

peace out .

-nicole monica teixeira .

One More Time ( 8 )

wow.

k so i'm seriously BORED.

i bet all of my followers are getting sick of all my updates, and on twitter too.

well there's nothing i can do about it.

but i'm seriously bored out of my frickin' MIND.

there's only so much of the internet and fictional characters that one can take,

and i think i have reached my limit.

summer is supposed to be fun.

a season of relaxation, freedom, hanging out, going to parties, going swimming, vacationing, and doing stuff with friends.

have i done any of that? no.

because i'm stuck at home, doing nothing.

sleeping in 'til 11:30 everyday, just wasting my life away.

i need something to do.

i feel so distant from people.

i barely talk to anyone anymore.

i don't even know.

blaaah.

i wrote a 'song' .

kay well basically it was feelings, that turned into a song, that turned into a poem, that turned into feelings, and then back into a song.

i wrote it, because i could.

i'll post it.

and it sucks, and the reason why is posted up there. ^^

it's written (well some parts are) to the melody of "I Gotta Go My Own Way" HSM2 - When Gabriella is leaving Troy.

kaay, here it goes :

I will refuse to let my heart sink so low, this time.

I have gone through, life's endless possibilities.

And somehow, they all lead back to you.

It seems that you are always there, to catch me when I fall.

But I won't fall into your games, right now.

I've learned how to forget and just move on.

They say I can never do it, it's just impossible.

I'm a weak soul and always chasing after you,

Well not this time.

I will prove them wrong.

I can't seem to forget about you,

You're clouding up my mind.

All these memories, all those good times.

I've got to let you go,

But whenever I try, you find a way back.

I've tried to move on, but I guess its time to just accept,

That you are here for a reason, in my life, but I don't know why. (no, i don't know why)

yeaaa, like i said it was kind of stupid.

btw, if you're STILL reading this, i love you. <3

i don't know.

i guess i'm just lonely.

and that loneliness is creeping up on me.

i've finished two books in two friggen days.

oh well. and they weren't THAT short either.

i'm going to watch Pirates Of The Caribbean now.

hope you liked my song,

i honestly don't care if you did or didn't.

my feelings, my thoughts, not yours.

but let me know, kaaaaay?

oh and some people have changed, and now i hate them even more.

some new people too, and they haven't noticed.

i need a best friend.

someone i can be myself with.

i can act crazy with.

someone not over the computer.

i can hang out with on a daily basis.

i had one of these, but i made a stupid choice, and told her it was over.

my fault. it always is.

now the consequences are on me.

and i'm lonely.

whatever.

who cares right?

i like the loneliness.

i can be myself, by myself.

fuck my life.

yuuupp.

peace out.

-nicole monica teixeira .

BREAK DOWN.

just took a quiz, two hours after posting this, results:

They are born between 21st June - 23rd July

You're a real charmer but you don't get swept along by the first person who shows an interest in you. You need time to be sure of your feelings and you don't get involved lightly. But when you wake up one day telling yourself you want and love a certain person, your life takes on a whole different meaning. You cover them with kisses and can come across as a bit possessive. No-one touches the one you love! As for your loyalty, it's exemplary. Out of all the people you have encountered throughout your life, you will want to be loved-up in the arms of a one of these kinds of people...and stay there. You two form a wonderful alliance together. From the moment your two meet, a calm climate, full of love and serenity, will be born. You will feel good in their company, you have more things in common than differences. Like you, they love children and family. Alongside them, you will feel like you're in a cocoon, without ever becoming bored. And you have one thing on your mind: building a happy, comfortable and solid nest with them!

but no, other people have birthdays in between then. it can be ANYONE in the world, but why why this time. why in a quiz asking "Who is your lifetime match?" i can meet someone along the way in my life who has a birthdate in between these two dates.

besides quizzes aren't always accurate, right? please tell me so.

but its just too ironic.

help.

#69

What am I doing right now?
I'll answer this question honestly.

I'm doing nothing, like a loner.
This was supposed to be an amazing summer,
But here I sit reading books and honestly, I haven't talked to any one of my friends since the last day of school.

Yup, this summer is going great.


but atleast the characters in my books are keeping me company.
I love Sinclair Youngblood Powers <3

fictional / online people are just better.

-nicole

SIERRA SIERRA SIERRA. lmfao.

Haii derr.,
i feel so special that you dedicated a WHOLE blog to me. lmfaolmfao.
i'm bored too. -_-
rofl, my summer has been suck-ish.
but y'know it hasn't even been a week yet. xD
awweee. :(
i haven't been swimming in so long.

DUDE, WE HAVE TO DO SOME MAJOR CHILLAGE.
like i'm bored out of my friggen MIND.

i lava the rain. <3

hahaha, kaaay, i'll bring your superstar game back soontimes.


i don't know why i'm replying to you in a blog, when i can do it over facebook, but it seems so much cooler this way.
lmfao.


LOVE YOU GIRL SCOUT.


-nehcoal

ps. don't ask why this whole blog is in different colours.

just because it's you, and i love youuuu. xD

"Read A Fucking Book For Once"

People change, and sometimes it just sucks.

The Cusp of Prophecy – Sagittarius/Capricorn Cusp December 19-25

You are an unusual individual, you may want to have fun, but are too serious to do so. You have highly developed faculties of intuition and sensation. You have mastered the art of silence and do not need speech to get your point across. You leave little doubt to how you are feeling. You do not expect to be liked by other people although you often are. You are independent and do not need the approval of others and that gives you a power and freedom that others lack. You only let a select few into your circle. You have a deep, passionate nature and highly sexual orientation that bind others to you magnetically. You have a great need to be alone. Strengths: Psychic – Inscrutable – Intense Weaknesses: Frustrated – Antisocial – Oppressive

like what the fuck is this? describes me COMPLETELY.

which is weird.

i have a love / hate relationship with my zodiac sign, because it often describes me PERFECTLY.

which is weird.

-- peace.

Revenge Of The Fallen

haaaaii der.

lmfao.

kaaay, so today is Saturday June 27, 2009 and this is how my day went.

aha.

kaaay, well i woke up to my madre screaming at me, i have to say that was the best wake up call i've ever gotten . . . NOT.

i don't even know why she was yelling at me, but it ruined my morning,

sooo yea.

anyways, i went downstairs, ate breakfast, looked at the flyers,

AND THERE WAS NO BEST BUY FLYERS . . AGAIN. or future shop.

made my day even worse. . . ah.

so i finished cleaning my room, which looks totally re-done.

and i love it <3

and then i went to do my chores, i finished those,

then madre came home from grocery shopping, yelled again, whatevs. and yeaa.

i helped put away the food and shiz, then played Wii for like 10 minutes. x)

ahaha, then when i was done, me, madre, et ethan went to the movies to go see

TRANSFORMERS 2 : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.

HOLY SHIT. BEST MOVIE OF FRIGGEN LIFEEEE.

like i can't even explain how amazing it was.

action from beginnning to start,

i'm not going to ruin anything.

but i'm going back on tuesday to see it.

lmfao, its worth holding your bladder for, let me tell you that.

kk, so at the end of the movie, i went to the washroom, because i had to go REALLY bad,

then as i was leaving the theatre,

lmfaolmfaolmfao,

i don't even wanna say it here, because its just so ironic and WEIRD.

but ahahaahah, lets just say i saw this guy, yup, THIS GUY,

and and and we made eye contact,

and it was not awkward at all .

it was actually kind of re-assuring and peaceful. . . and i don't even know.

lmfao, but he was with his friend, so whatevs.

then then when i was actually walking out of the theatre, like the building, he was standing there by the telephone thingers,

lmfao, i didn't look at him that time,

but i felt someone staring at me. .

and yea, it was weird.

but it was nice? . . . sure let's use that word.

HAHAHAH. fuuuun times.

movies on saturdays complete my life.

DID I HAPPEN TO MENTION THAT THE MOVIE IS LIKE 3 FACKIN HOURS.

yeaaa. but TOTALLY WORTH IT.

SEE IT. NOW.

+ megan fox is REALLY pretty.

i'd change sides for her. xD

lmfao.

anyways, i'm off to watch Superbad.

l8ter sk8ters.

- nickel.

Imma Be ( 8 )

I want to live on the moon, it seems peaceful up there.
Nothing wrong with that.
Living in space would be my dream come true.
I would die happy up there.
I would be away from all of the problems down on earth, and all of the people.
But I could still look down on the planet, and remember my life there.
The good times and the bad.
But the moon wouldn't be so bad.
I'd probably have to bring someone up there to keep me company,
But only if they wanted to.
There would be endless explorations on the moon, and discoveries.
It would be beautiful.
I could see the stars more clearer than ever because there would be no streetlights, damn I hate those things.
They ruin your view of the sky, just so you know.
I guess life would just be... better.

It's been a year. and what was said has been erased from our memories.
We got a fresh new start, new surroundings.
But something happened, you changed.
but what matters, is that you were always true to me.

There's No Reason For Life Anymore

Fml.
Everything is back to the fucking way it was last year.
I can't handle anything anymore.
This time it's just fucking worse, life is ruined, promises are broken,
fuck everything.
I hate it.

A Day To Remember Forever.

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON && FARRAH FAWCETT.
this is a day of death.
these two people were amazing.
and will always be remembered.
and to all the other people who have had family members or friends taken from them,
My condolences go out to you and your families.

Its also storming right now,
And I'd rather be sitting outside in this storm,
Then hearing whats going on right now.

I need an escape.

Have Faith, Restart ( 8 )

I need a best friend.

Goodbye My Hopeless Dream ( 8 )

blaaaah.

kaaay soo, i think i missed a day again on blogging?

well , yesterday, i think, tuesday? was my science exam, 'twas eaaasy. i finished at the hour mark. . and left school to go get althea's book, and change, and booked it back to school. . yeaa.
i gave it to her. then me, crystal, althea, samuel, kim went to starbucks, and then althea and kim left with people, so it was just me, crystal and samuel, we chilled for a while, then left, and walked around the plaza, then we went to the GO station, and waited for their bus, i made peace with someone, thank god.
then everyone left, because their buses came, and i walked home in the boiling hot sun. THANKS GUYS. xD
anyways, i got home, and then madre was all like "LETS GO OUT!" i was like suuure.
so we went out to the grocery store, and LCBO, and the garden centre, home depot. LOTS AND LOTS OF WALKING. -_________- but 'twas fuun.
then we got home, and went to the park, like i was barely home yesterday.
THEN WE WENT TO BLOCKBUSTER.
i swear the people there know us by name, we're there EVERYDAY. xD
i watched inkheart, it was VER VER confusing, but it was okaaaaay. 3/5 stars. ;)
then i watched confession of a shopaholic, CUTEE MOVIE. but i only give it 3.5/5 stars. it was okaaay. xD
then i watched twister. kay, well like 5 minutes.
i watched Wendy Wu on demand. so it was pretty cool.
but i fell asleep. xD
i woke up todaaay,
cleaned my room,
its still not clean.
i bugged madre.
went to the park,
didn't tan.
frickin hot.
yeaa, watched an hour of Zenon, because its on demand,
then got bored,
and bugged madre again.
ate dinner, TACOS <3
which reminded me of tanamakoon,
goodtimes . i miss it.

anyways, i'm going to go do something. . . yeaa.

later daaaays. :)

i always knew looking back at the tears would make me laugh. . . but i never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry.

Easy Come, Easy Go ( 8 )

wow, just "fixed my blog"
most of it doesn't make any sense, but
THE BEATLES = <3

. . . anyways. . yea.

Dead End Countdown ( 8 )

wooooot wooooot. :)
i'm back.
and i have nothing to saaaay.
my day was lame.
science is lame.
i have NOTHING to do this summer & i'm not going to summer school.
i need a job, so i can get a macbook and a wonderland seasons pass. xD
i have to make a moral decision to take down my barbie's or not.
examination tomorrow, then chilling with madre. (H)

i gave up on studying, i'll just wing it. . . ish. xD
lmfao,

i'm going to go.
peaaaaaceeee.

Now My Feet Won't Touch The Ground ( 8 )

. . . studying, worrying, science is stupid. . .
yeaa.

peace outtt.

be back later to blog about day.
unless i give up on studying,then i'll be back in five. .

yeaa.. . i'll be back in five minutes. ;)

- nehcoal

Here Comes The Sun ( 8 )

i love that song <3

anyways, todaaay is father's todaaaay,
we went to toronto to a famjam.
major chillaaaaagee.
'twas fun.
i don't feel like explaining anything though, so i won't. xD
wasn't that important, ANYWAYS,
WE WEERE IN TORONTO AND DIDN'T GO TO MUCH AT ALL.
but my mom promised that i could go to the MMVAs NEXT YEAR,
SO ITS ALL GOOD.
thats why i'm not bummed.

i'll blog later, because i have nothing to say.
peace out.

Please Don't Leave Me ( 8 )

never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

I used to despise these words, HATED THEM, wanted to punch everyone who said it,
Break anything that read it,
ANYTHING.
then I realized,
there must be a reason for you and for me.
God has something planned & it's there.
now I just have to wait.

or maybe I'm just being stupid, but right at this moment,
All I can think about is back to a year ago,
I felt the same emotions .
but now things are better, easier.
I just hope they last that way.
I hope our friendship builds over time,
I know I can trust you with ANYTHING.
I just hope you feel the same way about me.

<3
-nicole.

When Love Takes Over ( 8 )

you tore my heart up into two, but guess what? i'll always love you. <3 always. (:

woooooow, so the last time i blogged, was the end of school. so here's what i've been doing for the past two or three days.

thursday :
went to write my english exaaaam, peace of cake, hahaa, really. btw, i have no feeling toward you anymore, hahaha thank god. that would have been a pain. anyways, after the examination i went to sierra's house with kaisie and her, and we basically just chilled, but it was fun times. :)
then i left, picked up some kids, went home, and played Wii. good times.
apparently i have an amazing voice, and should go into a career of singing.
coolness.
so i played wii for like seven hours, instead of studying for religion exam the next daaay, oh well. :)
then went to ethan's soccer game, was pretty cold, but 'twas chill.
they lost, obvs. xD
then i went home played wii, and slept.

fridaaaaay: the day of fries. . . not really. xD

lmfaaaaoo, so i woke up at 8:02, and considered just ditching my religion exaaam, but naah, i went looking like crap, but i went.
i was late, and kris gave me a ride to school, but i went. xD
so i got there, late. lmfao,
andandand i wrote it, fucking easy too.
religion was a cake walk,
i finished, said goodbye, went home and cleaned my room, apologized to madre, got my pants hemmed, and then went to Crystal's house for the daaaay.
I LOVE THIS CHICKS HOUSE. ITS HUGE AND AMAZING. AND I LOVED IT.
lmfao, fun times there.
and i looooove Crystal <3 (: OMG AND COREY <--- CUTEST KID ALIVE.
soooooo after that i went out to eat with the famille, good times. . ish.
got home and i slept.

todaaaay = saturday : the day of sitting on days. . . that made NO sense. whatevs.

this how my day went:
woke up,
stayed in bed for an hour,
went to eat cereal,
went back to bed for two hours,
got yelled at,
got out of bed to eat more cereal,
took a shower,
ate 3 waffles, 2 hashbrowns, and a banana,
did my chores while jamming to music,
went to Wild Wing = eating more.
got home, blogging, now i'm starvingg again..

all in all, a pretty epic daaaaaay.

fun times, and now we are all caught up.


so i'm over him and like him but this time, i think i might be okaaaay. (:

peaaaaaceeee, off to watch FU = FIRED UP. WOOOOOOOT.

Everything's Right ( 8 )

there's going to be like a 11290893859084308590384908509438590894308 stars and hour away on sunday and i can't gooooo, because no one will go with me.

fml.
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS GOING TO BE THERE.

fuckmylife.
i can't do anything, but i have to be there for everyone else.

whatevs.

Summertime Is Finally Here ( 8 )

haaaaii derr. :)

hahaha, so i'm in an okaay mood today. :D

here's how today went.

i woke up at 5:40 and layed in bed for an hour, then wokee up and got ready, i got my hair fully straight, so that put me in a good mood. haha,
i left the house at 8:00. which is early for moi. so today was off to a good start.
we had a double period of music class today, which i thought was going to be DREADFUL.
but, i got there early. . haha, and ms. caruana asked me and daniel to go to her car, and get a whole bunch of stuff, so we did, 'twas fun times. xD
then we had our theory exam, EASY PEASY. this is why i love music, because its easy, and fun and interesting. :)
sooo, after that, we basically had two hours of freetime, people pulled out their iPods, we were running back and forth to and from the cafeteria to get food, just walking around the hallways, and some people were playing instruments, haha,
i made the stupid mistake of rescheduling my exam on monday to today afterschool, but i'll get to that later. but all in all it was a pretty chill class, and it was a fun last class. :)
soooo then was RELIGION, normally i despise religion, but today it was good times.
we played 'jeopardy' and it was fuuun,
melad yelled at me for not having answers on my review, but its okay, we're still bestfriends, hahaa.
then we watched RADIO, honestly, its like the BEST movie we've watched all year, except for A Walk To Remember, but seriously, it's amazing, and we didn't even FINISH it. D:
lunch was good times too. most people skipped all three lunches, and i got to buy my lunch today, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :)
then came english, the only class we ACTUALLY do work in, so we did review, and and and watched some rosa parks movie. :S
whatevs.
i've totally forgotten about him. thank god. :)
soooo after school came, and i had my exam at 3:30 . .. so i was stuck at school for an hour, so i helped sierra clean out her locker, then i cleaned out MY locker, fun timeeees. lmfao, in an abandoned hallway.
and then it was only like 2:50. . . so i went to the music room to practice, but both practice rooms were taken so i had to sit out in the hallway with these two guys that had guitars and practice.
but i didn't really play, because i was too shy. :$
but i practiced the fingering. so it was all gooood.
then the two guitarists (whatevs) left me in the hallway by myself, because they had to do their exam, soooo i sat out in the hallway by myself for like half an hour. . meh. i got to practice. the school is kind of eerie when you are playing a flute in empty hallways and its echoing. xD
meh. sooooo then my BFF comes along, and me and him start talking for what felt like half an hour, i swear we have so much in common, like we NEVER can get in a fight, and me and him haven't.
he came from tutoring or whatevs. thats why he was there.
so i talked to him until his mom came.
but i had to go and take my exam, so i ditched him first. xD
ANYWAYS, i'm in the exam room, and i'm literally shaking, while i'm playing because i'm so nervous. i played For He's A Jolly Good Fellow (terribly, because i was running out of breath) and Out The Window He Must Go (excellent) and then the scales were okaaay, i needed to fix my posture like a MILLION times, but it was worth it.
the exam went SOOO well, i was proud of myself.
then i was done, at like 3:45, and i had to walk home in the rain, YES RAIN, in JUNE, JUST WRONG. xD
its SUMMER.
but anyways, i got soaked, but its okaaay, because i did my exam well, and i passed. haha,

now i am back to studying for english and religion.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)

I Know You Want Me ( 8 )

My mom is such a motherfucking bitch, I can't fucking WAIT until I move out.
Fuck her, not literally, but FUCK.

fml.

Them Chickens Be Jackin My Style ( 8 )

1. You're a bitch, and you annoy the shit out of me.

2. Don't fucking lead people on, when clearly you're not fucking interested.

3. It's clear that we are only friends, but I think I'm okay with that. :]

4. You have become my friend over one semester, and you talk to me in a class no one even notices me. thank you (:

5. Get over yourself you aren't the center of fucking attention, we don't need to be there for you, we choose to, but you're getting on my nerves.

6. I can tell any and everything to you, I think, and I hope that you will stick through with me until the end, and I'll do the same for you. <3 (:

7. You're fucked, and number two relates to you as well.

this was fuuuun .
legit.

Time to eat my soup.

pictures of you, pictures of me remind us all of what we used to be ( 8 )

i actually hate signing onto my blogger, because i have this long ass email, and password, and i always get it wrong. loooool, oh well.

so i'm not doing any better than what my last blogs describe, but i'm trying to stay away from those thoughts.

so basically this is going to be a random blog.

sooo, i went out to dinner with sierra and her family on friday night, gts.
except she was SICK. D:
so the whole night was her complaining she was tired. xD
haha, but i still lava you sierra <3 (:

and then, i got home, changed my fbook username and went to sleep..

i have ALL FOUR EXAMS THIS SEMESTER. FML.
i haven't even started to study. . . later today i will.
but i'm scared to death.

I WANT TO GO TO THE MMVAs on SUNDAY, but i don't know if i can,
because
1. its father's day.
2. i have a music exam the next day
3. NO RIDE.

but TAYLOR LAUTNER'S GOING TO BE THERE.
fuck.

list of things i want/need in life:
- guitar (acoustic)
- piano/ keyboard
- MACBOOK
- a job.
- more books.


i finished evermore in a DAY.
soooooooooooooooo amazing.
can't wait for blue moon.

i got nightworld no.3. . . it looks kind of shitty, but i guess i have to finish the series, BUT that book isn't even the end of the series, there's another book coming out to finish it.
so basically it's all this random stuff in between.
to bore me.
its like that 300 pages in breaking dawn, of boringness.
or like that campout scene in harry potter seven.
pointless.
whatevs. gotta do what i gotta do.

which reminds me i should pay my library late fees.
from over a year agooo.

naaaaaahh.

i REALLY want a macbook, like NOOOOOOOOOOOOW.

i'm trying to jailbreak my iPod but. . i'm too scared. i'll just ask someone to do it for me.

this past week or month or so, i have been reminiscing on old memories, from like the 90s to the early 2000s. those were goodtimes, legit,
but now the world is changing.

i need a song, so i can name this post something.

found one.
you'll see, when you read the name of this blog.

if you haven't noticed, the names of my blogs have NOTHING to do with what i'm talking about in them.
like i could be all depressed and sad, and the blog title, will be all happy, its just the song i'm thinking about in my head.
my brain doesn't work the way i want it to work.

meh.
so i'm going to go naoo.

OHH, I TRIED WRITING A SONG = EPIC FAILURE.
i'll post it right now.
if any of you reading this HAVEN'T left by now. .

where black is white, and white is black,
we wouldn't have to take anything back.
we wouldn't have to change for anyone,
not here, not in that open door.

no more changing the colour of our hair just to fit in,
no more pretending, no more wannabe's,
just you and me.

we could leave it all behind, make no more sacrifices, do anything we wanna do,
cause it doesn't matter as long as i'm with you.

yeaaaaaaaaaa, like i said EPIC FAILURE.
but whatevs. you hate it, i hate it, we're kind of on the same page here. ;)

k i'm going to go now, tell me what you think of the song. . . xD
lmfao, byeee,

-nicoleeeee