Stop & Stare ( 8 )

I don't want this anymore,
I'm a failure, no my life is.
Why do parents always get to make your choice for you when you're younger?
If they didn't, then I wouldn't be like this right now.
Crying my eyes out.
I just wish everything would come naturally instead of having to memorize it,
I wish I had grown up culturally.
Embracing it, now hiding it away,
But my parents had to pick whats best for me, please
How do they know what I want?

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