pictures of you, pictures of me remind us all of what we used to be ( 8 )

i actually hate signing onto my blogger, because i have this long ass email, and password, and i always get it wrong. loooool, oh well.

so i'm not doing any better than what my last blogs describe, but i'm trying to stay away from those thoughts.

so basically this is going to be a random blog.

sooo, i went out to dinner with sierra and her family on friday night, gts.
except she was SICK. D:
so the whole night was her complaining she was tired. xD
haha, but i still lava you sierra <3 (:

and then, i got home, changed my fbook username and went to sleep..

i have ALL FOUR EXAMS THIS SEMESTER. FML.
i haven't even started to study. . . later today i will.
but i'm scared to death.

I WANT TO GO TO THE MMVAs on SUNDAY, but i don't know if i can,
because
1. its father's day.
2. i have a music exam the next day
3. NO RIDE.

but TAYLOR LAUTNER'S GOING TO BE THERE.
fuck.

list of things i want/need in life:
- guitar (acoustic)
- piano/ keyboard
- MACBOOK
- a job.
- more books.


i finished evermore in a DAY.
soooooooooooooooo amazing.
can't wait for blue moon.

i got nightworld no.3. . . it looks kind of shitty, but i guess i have to finish the series, BUT that book isn't even the end of the series, there's another book coming out to finish it.
so basically it's all this random stuff in between.
to bore me.
its like that 300 pages in breaking dawn, of boringness.
or like that campout scene in harry potter seven.
pointless.
whatevs. gotta do what i gotta do.

which reminds me i should pay my library late fees.
from over a year agooo.

naaaaaahh.

i REALLY want a macbook, like NOOOOOOOOOOOOW.

i'm trying to jailbreak my iPod but. . i'm too scared. i'll just ask someone to do it for me.

this past week or month or so, i have been reminiscing on old memories, from like the 90s to the early 2000s. those were goodtimes, legit,
but now the world is changing.

i need a song, so i can name this post something.

found one.
you'll see, when you read the name of this blog.

if you haven't noticed, the names of my blogs have NOTHING to do with what i'm talking about in them.
like i could be all depressed and sad, and the blog title, will be all happy, its just the song i'm thinking about in my head.
my brain doesn't work the way i want it to work.

meh.
so i'm going to go naoo.

OHH, I TRIED WRITING A SONG = EPIC FAILURE.
i'll post it right now.
if any of you reading this HAVEN'T left by now. .

where black is white, and white is black,
we wouldn't have to take anything back.
we wouldn't have to change for anyone,
not here, not in that open door.

no more changing the colour of our hair just to fit in,
no more pretending, no more wannabe's,
just you and me.

we could leave it all behind, make no more sacrifices, do anything we wanna do,
cause it doesn't matter as long as i'm with you.

yeaaaaaaaaaa, like i said EPIC FAILURE.
but whatevs. you hate it, i hate it, we're kind of on the same page here. ;)

k i'm going to go now, tell me what you think of the song. . . xD
lmfao, byeee,

-nicoleeeee