HEY! You Look Kind Of Cute In That Polka Dot Bikini GUURRLLL! ( 8 ).

I'm tired.
I just took a nap.
I'm texting.
I'm on facebook, twitter & blogger.
I look like shit.
The second part of Crystal's message hasn't sent yet.
I just poured sugar into Chris' hand so he could wash them..
The second message still hasn't send.
BASSHUNTER IS ON.
I should really reply.
I'm so tired.
And to top all of this pointless shit off,
I'M FUCKING CONFUSED AS SHIT.

Some People Wait A Lifetime For A Moment Like This ( 8 )

blaaaah.
life is so laaame at the moment,
like honestly, i'm just waiting for something big to happen.
like a partaaay, or ANYTHING.
all it is right now is focused on school, because it's the end of the year, this year wasn't even all that great either, met a LOT of new people, some nice, some just . . . yeaaa.
people have changed too. but whatever? i guess i've changed too, because i remember me being the quiet shy girl. . . now i'm just not. xD

oh, and life is also suck-ish at the moment, but not. because of some family news :D
next year i might go to POOOOOORRTUUUUUGAAAAAAAAAAAAL .
things are starting to turn around a little bit.

life 'sucks' because i might like this guuuy, yeaaa. awesome stuff. . . not.
but since we are on this topic, i got over THREE guys in one daaay.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY ME.
i'm actually really proud of myself. (:



btw, i want to have like a bonfire or go clubbing, or have/go to a party.
kthnksbye.


- nicoleeee

You Wanna Check Into The Heartbreak Hotel, Well Sorry We're Closed ( 8 )

SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW FUCKING PATHETIC I AM! Please.
I can't deal with this anymore... I can't, my brain is saying something different than my heart,
I want you, but I don't. I can't.
I took down the papers I had hidden behind my Lion King picture, I read them, and realized how pathetic I was,
I was really into you.. I smiled, I even cried right now, I put so much effort into loving you,
Who knows if you shared the same feelings for me then?
Maybe a guy and a girl can just be friends.... I wish someone said that to me, last year.
I 'wasted' Quebec on you, but no I don't regret it, because at the time it was what I wanted,
Even though I put up with some major tears, I couldn't decide then and can't decide now if you are really worth it.

someone just call me pathetic, please.

Butterfly Fly Away ( 8 )

Just leave me alone, get out of my thoughts, my memories, i don't want you here anymore, some memories never go away, i get that, but i want you gone, FAR AWAY, i have to put up with you everyday, the memories, the lies that you said, ugh, i just can't deal with this anymore . . .

MALLORCAA ( 8 )

sometimes it takes forever to get to forever, but forever never comes around.

Viva La Vida ( 8 )

I need that one person in my life that I can trust, that I can be myself with, that I can tell all my secrets to and never be judged, somebody to care for me and comfort me when I am sad, I need someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me it's going to be okay, someone I can hang out with, without it being awkward, I can call whenever, someone who can love me, someone to pull me out of my misery, someone to always be there for me.
Unfortunately, there is no one out there for me like this .

:(

Since I Was Lonely From The Start, I Feel The End Is Mine To Write ( 8 )

OMFFFGGGGGGGGGGG.
SO I FINISHED WIDE AWAKE-ish BECAUSE SHE'S NOT DONE WRITING IT YET.
AND OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT'S THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER READ IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
it didn't leave anything out, like i hate when authors make all this PG crap, but i loved how AG went right into detail, TWO FUCKING THUMBS UP TO THAT ONE . . .
totally in love with Darkward, now i need a conclusion, FAST.