You Wanna Check Into The Heartbreak Hotel, Well Sorry We're Closed ( 8 )

SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW FUCKING PATHETIC I AM! Please.
I can't deal with this anymore... I can't, my brain is saying something different than my heart,
I want you, but I don't. I can't.
I took down the papers I had hidden behind my Lion King picture, I read them, and realized how pathetic I was,
I was really into you.. I smiled, I even cried right now, I put so much effort into loving you,
Who knows if you shared the same feelings for me then?
Maybe a guy and a girl can just be friends.... I wish someone said that to me, last year.
I 'wasted' Quebec on you, but no I don't regret it, because at the time it was what I wanted,
Even though I put up with some major tears, I couldn't decide then and can't decide now if you are really worth it.

someone just call me pathetic, please.