You've Got Me Smiling In My Sleep (L)

ONE OF DEMI'S SONGS GOT LEAKED. ahh! Catch Me <3>i'm going to buy her CD on July 21st ! woot! woot!

cant wait.

"there's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home"

i love the wizard of oz, haven't seen it in a million years, but honestly its one of my favourite movies.

i want to have a disney marathon, like badly, i need classic disney asap.

my VCR is broken though, i cried. :(

i don't want a guitar anymore, so i won't be nagging about that.

but i still want a MacBook

i've also decided to make up my mind about a few things. .

i don't know how they'll turn out, but oh well. risks are risks. (=

i think my mom is going to sign me up for Portuguese lessons. :D :D

so happy.

i'm going to take french next year too, i've always liked it, and don't really want to drop it. :)

my mom also said that she wants me to become an astronomer(dream job), and to see what courses you need to be one. .

honestly, i haven't been that happy in so looooooooong.

i just wanted to scream, because she's encouraging me to do what i want. :D

i'm kind of a dick, but i'd rather not say why.

i want to go to wonderland soooo badly, but i want like a seasons pass.

i'm going to miss crystal preeti mascarenhas, as she departs to florida in like 3 days? 2 days? whatever, i'm going to miss her face. a lot. my phone will definitely miss having her name pop up every like 2 seconds. xD

i'd give anything thing to be in Europe now, like i have family there(Portugal), but i don't think they know me, but my grandparents own a house there, i think. . and i want to go soooooo badly.

and if i get to take Portuguese lessons, well that would be AMAZING.

i mean i tried learning by podcast, it didn't really work.

i tried spanish too, but idk, so i gave up podcasts.

i came up with a realization of some sort, wanna hear it, it's sorta sad, oh well :

I think having someone leave you is worse than having someone taken away from you (like dying, or moved) because toy know the person leaving you doesn't care about you anymore, and just wants to get away, their love and everything is gone, where the person being taken away for whatever reason, still loves / loved you, and had no other choice to stay.

well that was it, it means a lot to ME, i don't really care if it means anything to you, its my brain, i think about stuff that i want to think about, and some stuff just comes up randomly

i watched 10 things i hate about you there other day, CUTEST movie ever, honestly. i was literally smiling / crying at the end.

DID YOU KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO GO SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE IN 18 HOURS?? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I JUST FINISHED READING THE BOOK FOR THE SECOND TIME AND MY MIND IS FRESH ON WHAT HAPPENED, SO NOW I'M READY TO SEE IT!!!!!!!!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i'm SO happy about it. (:

k now i'm bored,

and i'm going to go to sleep

goodnight blog. (:

List Of Things I Want To Do

this might be a little long.

My List of Things That I Want To Do Before I Die

~ witness a miracle

~ be in two places at once

~ travel the world.

~ get married

~ pay it forward

~ make someone's life better

~ inspire someone

~ move away from North America for a while

~ live in California

~ live in NYC

~ live somewhere in Europe

~ keep a friendship for more than 5 years

~ play a full song on the piano

~ write a successful, good song

~ be in a movie

~ write a book

~ become a photographer

~ go to Disneyland

~ go to Disneyworld again.

~ go on the Sheikra

~ go on the King Da Ka

~ go to Disneyland

~ go to all the Six Flags across America

~ get accepted by a university

~ win a contest

~ go to a concert

~ visit a movie set

~ touch a penguin

~ swim with the dolphins

~ see the sharks

~ witness an eclipse

~ see / go to Mount Everest

~ drive down a road until it ends to see where it leads me

~ travel the 401 to its end.

~ see / touch a panda bear

~ see a kangaroo

~ touch a koala bear

~ go to Australia

~ learn another language

~ surf in Hawaii

~ walk through the rainforest

~ go to India

~ sell or hand down my Barbie collection .

~ buy my own car

~ re-decorate my room

~ learn how to drive

~ get a job

~ get my dream job

~ learn how to play the guitar

~ live in an apartment

~ go on a cruise

~ sail the seven seas

~ go to Alaska

~ get a dog

~ see the seven natural wonders of the world

~ see the seven man made wonders of the world

~ see all the wonders of the world

~ learn to be myself

~ to live

je suis très très ennuyé .

another day in boring old milton.
another day of sitting around twittering and facebooking.
another day of helping my mom watch stupid daycare kids.
another day of going to the park at 2:15 pm.
another day of complaining that i'm bored.
another day of texting.
another day of starting a whole new book.
another day of missing people.
another day of no hangouts.
another day of being a loner.
another day of getting yelled at.
another day wasted.

i'm sick and tired of being in milton, and its only like July 10th. . i mean summer is supposed to be fun, but i'm friggen bored out of my mind.

whatevs. i guess i'll just stay this way for the next TWO months.

yup.

. . .

there's never a good day in the teixeira / alli residence.

I can't think of a song.

Haaaaai,
So I've gotten to the point of my summer where I'm so bored and tired of reading books,
That I can actually predict the plot.. 20 chapters before the actual characters do,
And I'm actually getting really mad at the characters.
Because you know it's normal to get mad at fictional fucking characters.
I'm losing my head, this summer's a bore, I need a job or to go somewhere, or do something.
rant, done.. for right now.

New Moon.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everythign went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

'Cause It's All In My Head ( 8 )

Blaaaaaaah.
I'm bored x10383829.
Do people even use blogger anymore?
lmao.

uhh? I don't even know why I'm writing this.

yesterday was epic, naaaaat. I went to go see Transformers 2 for the third time,
It's still amazing.
I want three new cars, yup yup.
CARGASMS. look it up.

I wrote something yesterday, I think it was a story, but it was a crappy story so I threw it out, okay well it wasn't written down on paper,
It was on my iPod so if you want to get all technical I deleted it.

It's been raining non stop, I like rain, like THUNDERSTORMS, but not this rain, because it pours for like 10 minutes
And stops and the sun shines and half an hour later, it pours again.
Messed up.

Meeh, I'm bored and this is pointless.

Devil childs team won their soccer game todaaaay, WOOOOO.
lmfao.

I'm going.
byeeee.